| people say long distance relationships are hard to maintain and won't last. yes, they're hard, but to anyone who says they can't last, i totally disagree. i've been in love since around november. not infatuated; in love. the great thing about this is the girl whom i love, loves me too. people may also say that i'm not really in love, that i just think i am. they also might say i'm too young to fall in love. i disagree again. i've been infatuated with girls before, a lot of them. i know what it feels like. infatuation is drooling over a girl for a while, then getting over her and moving on. this girl, however, i will never get over. out of all the girls i've ever been infatuated with or gone with, not once did i ever tell any of them that i loved them, or thought, "i really want to be with this girl forever." with this specific girl, i've done both and meant it every single time.
she makes me feel things no one has ever made me feel. i think everything about her is absolutely perfect. everything. from her personality to the way she looks. i think all of her is so perfect. even down to the little things she does that no one would notice. i notice because to me, everything she does is amazing. since she's came into my life things have been better, even if nothing changes for me, just the fact that she's in my life makes it all better. talking to her is the best part of all my days, and nothing, except actually being with her, matches the feeling i get when she tells me she loves me or when i get to tell her. i really honestly love her more than anything and i truly believe she does also. finding her is the best thing that's ever happened to me, and i honestly would do anything in the world for her, because she's my whole world.
so, yeah, long distance relationships can be tough, but at the same time i'm so incredibly happy to have her in my life, even if it's just this way for now. we've had a few bumps at times, but that comes with any relationship. it doesn't change how i feel about her one bit and it never will. if anything, it's made us stronger i think. truthfully, at times i do feel powerless and frusterated when i can't be there for her, or when all i want to do is give her a hug and tell her i love her face to face. but those feelings are nothing compared to all the great things she makes me feel. and in the end, the wait will be totally worth it when we finally get to be together.
it'll be challenging, but at the same time i have so much fun with her, and i'm gonna be there for her the entire way. she's the only one for me and i'm never going to want or need anyone else. she's the most perfect, beautiful, wonderful, most amazing girl in the whole world. all i want to do is make her happy and always be there for her. all i want to be is the one she loves and wants always. she's always on my mind and so i decided to write this, because this is how i really truly feel about her. i love her more than anything in the entire universe, and i always will.
j + j <3
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| i got new shirts and im excited like a homox!!!
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| i like this new doseone but its not on xanga's album list thing
my stomach just growled!!!
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| ive been spending most my life livin in a gangsters paradise
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| that there washing machine thats fantastic!!!
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